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Its been SO long! i even ferget my own username n password, can u believe that! ahh, my life's been one scary rollercoaster ride, i must say. O levels results, the new working experience, the new friends i made. Its been fun thou, nevertheless. i made it for my O levels. with an r4 of 14 and r5 of 18. Of course im elated, im thankful. but i wouldnt made it without each and everyone of my teachers and my lovely friends who have gone thru those tortureous yet memorable days of our life. we laughed, we cried, we screamed, AHHH those were the days. *sigh* im now ntering a new realm of my life. the next stepping stone for my future. im nervous as hell but im excited! I cant wait reaaly. But now, im still thinking of which course to take up. dip in hospi, dip in biz course [HAHA] and now im currently waiting for my mass comm and my communications n media management results. We'll see how it goes, yeah.
Im gonna miss him. I'll be lying to say that ive moved on and im over and done with him. I really gonna miss him. I lyked him so much. more than ull ever know. for that 5 lovely years of my life. But till now, that idiot still doesnt have a clue. Hints been dropped but still he's no more than just a chat fren. even there, we dont talk that much. HAIZ. Its not easy. He's been my inspiration. The only guy i know who can make my stomach turn in knots and heart beats faster than ever. He's the only person who can make me smile lyke some stupid idiot just becus i caught him staring at me. The little details is what makes me truly happy to have him in my life. He's my blessing in disguise. Ive grown up so much and thats partly thanks to him. You dont know it and perhaps ull never know it. but dude, ull always have that special place in my heart. My first crush. How can i forget that? HELL, no way.