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Sometimes i just dont fucking know if im making the right decision. i'll be in mass comm in abt 2 wks' time. so yes, its da place ive been wanting to go even before my Os. and hey, i made it to this course. but at the back of my mind's always screaming if im actually making the right move here. i am so taking a risk. and i pray it'll be worth it. i pray i'll meet kind souls who'll be my friends. i dun need superficiality, materialism. i hate all those. i crave simplicity. i rrly rrly do. wrong course huh? HAHA. but nevertheless, i wanna grow up. thats why i chose this course. i want to learn. Life is tough. no one promise an easy life yknow. *sigh*
i always ask myself when i look in da mirror everyday. who am i? sometimes i smile, at times i cringe cos i dunno who am i. suckiest feeling. i'd lyke to think no one knows me well enough. im a contradiction really. im a good listener, but i love to talk. i love serious discussions but i like to have fun. im hyper but i can be so shy too. pffft. thats enough evidence innit. i was reading this guy's blog. every single day. and i think im beginning to fall for him. yes, i know who he is. but im falling for his character. its amazing how he made me laugh so hard one moment and cry the next. his words are just awesome. he's real. and i love genuine people. he made me think, and i love that. :) since we'll be seeing each other around more often now, perhaps i shld tell him tt ive been reading his blog and i love it.
going with the flow people!