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i cant turn on and off my feelings like that and i don't know how you could. I've had enough of those mind games. You either want me now or you don't. I have absolutely no time and no energy to put my mind and especially my heart into this kind of crap right now. I have like 748264764372647 things to do, and i'm so tired - tired and sick of myself for taking this kind of crap from you. i deserve so much better and so i'm walking away. it's your loss, period.